just so I could avoid eye contact
with my own body.
Even under hot water
the caves of my stomach seemed
too heavy to bare.
So I would dim the lights.
Make the room cool and quiet.
And try my hardest to ignore my reflection.
Mirrors were nagging insecurities
and I…
I’m really excited
Oh god, I can’t stop laughing.
lmaooooo
A MILLION GALLONS OF FUN GUISE.
sobbing
(via water-tower-town)
(via water-tower-town)
me in Devin’s room
(via water-tower-town)


(via houseofghibli)
Well, I’ve always been negative about my body. But you know what? I stopped. I stopped hating my body (most times at least), I’m trying my best to love my body as it is and stop wasting so much energy on telling myself that I am not pretty. It’s not easy. But you can do it!
Being naked is one of the most important things I’ve ever done to get back in touch with my beauty, I think. Just letting myself be exposed and feeling the air caress every part of the body that I’d been trying to hide my whole entire life felt liberating and amazing and I would look down and think, “Wow, this is me. This is who I am. How can this be ugly at all?”